Forgot to take my meds
and/or
Drank too much coffee
and/or
Let my blood sugar bottom out
so
I’m seething with stress and unfocused anger and I took an early lunch because I thought it might be a bad idea if I went for anyone’s jugular at work as I was feeling increasingly tempted to do
also
I got my tax refund and I’ve decided the only reasonable course is to drop the whole wad on lunch
so
I ordered everything on this café’s menu
and now
I’m impatiently waiting for my food to arrive so I can eat myself into a sodden, bloated torpor.